PetiteCeongsa's Words

JISUN

2011-06-13T14:49:00.001+07:00

So this is the only korean female singer that I like, she's a balad singer.....

Hasil rekaman gue, walopun ancur tp lemayan lah

2011-03-21T16:52:00.000+07:00

Finally, I touched Brett's Hand

2011-03-21T16:14:00.000+07:00

SUEDE at Jakarta Live & Rockin Concert 19 March 2011

2011-03-21T10:16:00.002+07:00

My friend and I got the front spot but not the best spot tough, because we're at the right side of the stage... it's OK lah.

Brett Anderson was really in good stamina and he even twisted the mic.......huahaaaaaaaa

Great concert!!

Live & Rockin Show

2011-03-18T13:12:00.003+07:00

Can't wait for tomorrow Live & Rockin Show, SUEDE, TAIO CRUZ, SHANTOLLE and 2PM. Venue JIExpo Hall A, PRJ Kemayoran Jakarta.

A Gold Digger or Dollar Digger?

2010-12-27T13:45:00.002+07:00

My bestie and I are depressed, because of our working lifes....... starting days in the early morning to work and then come back at night, everyday.... and not mention the limited income, we have to manage the money for our life in one month.

Before, we had extra money for movies, foods, hanging outs, buying the unimportant things, etc. But world changes.... our worlds exactly....hehehhe.

So, one day we bought a book.... a book that for us hopefully can change our lifes...hehehhe.

and then we're starting to join a member in one of the web, it called Clixsense we just open the web, became a member and then click the ads and we got dollar..... for one click we got $0.01.....huehehehe.

Because we're a free member, the ads are not many......

so we upgraded our member to be premium....... and the ads just like .....blassshhh.

and now we have difficulty to click because too many ads...........

So, we prefer Dollar Digger than Gold Digger

because of this CLICK

Do try this at home and at work!!...

Just Do It

2010-12-19T10:46:00.002+07:00

I used to complains bout the things that don't connect with my ego.

Not fair lah.... she/he is too far lah.... so on.

But now, I felt that I have enough.... I will let it flows. in everything......

And the good things will come to us anyway, IF YOU BELIEVE.

"There can be miracles when you believe

Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill

Who knows what miracles, you can achieve

When you believe, somehow you will...

You will when you believe.........

(When You Believe - Whithney Houston)

I am reading this book

2010-10-17T11:44:00.002+07:00

Aku orang sakit..... aku orang pendendam.

Aku orang yang tidak menarik

Aku yakin hatiku mengidap penyakit

Sungguh pun begitu aku pun tidak tahu apa-apa tentang penyakitku

dan tidak tahu pasti penyakitnya sebetulnya............

(FYODOR DOSTOYEVSKI di bukunya Catatan dari Bawah Tanah)...

Everything so Different about YOU.. by Billy Ocean

2010-06-25T13:21:00.000+07:00

So lazy these days to update blog.....ehhhmmmm
now, If I'm lazy I'll give ya some lyrics.....
ENJOY!!

I said my heart would never break
I coulda tried to meet you halfway
But now and then we make mistakes
Oh, I shoulda tried to change your mind
Beggin’ you to stay

I did all the right things to hurt you
And I stood by watchin’ while you hurt inside
Oh, I shoulda seen it in your eyes
But I didn’t realize

Thought that I could take losin’ you, but I just make it
I know that I could win, but being alone just won’t do
Being on my own
Everything’s so different without you

I made you think you were wrong
I led you to believe in the lie
While I was weak you were strong
Oh, but now you’ll see the change in me
Won’t you let me try

I hope that you reading my letter
That I’m cryin’ out to you in every line
Tell me how could I have been so blind
Now I need you all the time

Thought that I could take losin’ you, but I just make it
I know that I could win, but being alone just won’t do
Being on my own
Everything’s so different without you

Thought that I could take the road by myself
Now I know that I need you and no one else

Thought that I could take losin’ you, but I just make it
I know that I could win, but being alone just won’t do
Being on my own
Everything’s so different, oh...oh...ooh...mmm...

No, no, no, no, no
It just won’t do
Being on my own
Everything’s so different without you

IN BETWEEN - LP

2010-06-18T10:20:00.000+07:00

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say

But trying to be genuine was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say

But trying to be someone else was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between

[Chorus]
Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way

And things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
[End Chorus]

Let me apologize to begin with
Let me apologize for what I'm about to say

But trying to regain your trust was harder than it seemed
And somehow I got caught up in between

[Chorus]
Between my pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way

The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none
[End Chorus]

And I cannot explain to you
And anything I say or do or plan

Fear is not afraid of you
But guilt's a language you can understand

I cannot explain to you
And anything I say or do
I hope the actions speak the words they can

[Chorus]
For my pride and my promise
For my lies and how the truth gets in the way

The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is

Pride and my promise
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way

The things I want to say to you get lost before they come
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none
The only thing that's worse than one is none

FULL STOP!!!!

2010-06-06T10:54:00.002+07:00

It's been 1/2 year ... Miss this blog..hehehe

My first entry in this year is about Linkin Park, my fav band ever......Saw their concert once here in Jakarta, got memorable moment...wish I can see them again, especially Joe Hahn...hehehhee.

from www.linkinpark.com by Mike Shinoda

First 2010 Linkin Park Tour Dates

With the new album getting closer and closer to completion, we are thrilled to announce our first tour of 2010. We begin in Germany. More dates and album updates to come soon on www.linkinpark.com. See you on tour...

-m

October 20 - Berlin, Germany - O2 World
October 22 - Stuttgart, Germany - Schleyer-halle
October 27 - Koln, Germany - Lanxess Arena
October 29 - Hamburg, Germany - O2 World
November 2 - Frankfurt, Germany - Festhalle

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2009-12-31T20:02:00.004+07:00

We will face 2010 in hours and goodbye to 2009.

Thanks God for all the opportunities this year, and hope next year will be brighter and everybody will get what they wanted.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
SELAMAT TAHUN BARU!
새해 복 많이 받으세요! (receive all new year's blessings)

[Taiwanese drama]True Love 18

2009-11-25T23:18:00.006+07:00

Finally, I found my long lost taiwanese drama, it's True Love 18 played by Ariel Lin, Shin Yi Nan, the late Beatrice Hsu, and all.

It's all about a student girl, who loved her teacher. Ariel (Xio Tong) tried very hard to win her teacher's heart, Shin Yi Nan (He Fan). Xio Tong was 17 years old girl, asked He Fan to rescued her meimei (sister in chinese) who drawn in the lake, but finally he knew that it's just head of mannequin with a wig, and because of that he pissed of her.

With her best friends, she spent her days at school and daily lives happily and her friends helped her to get the teacher's attention smoothly...

You have to watch this drama!!

I love it, actually I love the teacher, who remind me of my teacher in college year.

And as yesterday was a teacher day, I would like to say: Happy teacher day to all the teachers all over the world. Thank you for everything that you did for us.

Especially for my teacher whereever he is now, Happy Teacher Day!!!

NODAME CANTABILE

2009-11-10T13:18:00.016+07:00

Nodame is a girl after Megumi Noda, a special talented girl in piano and student at Momogaoka College of Music, piano deparment. She's lazy and disorganized, you can see her apartment.... She prefers to learn by ear than read the music score. She loves to eat, usually took her friend's lunchbox and easily to ask her everything by giving her foods.

Shinichi Chiaki is very talented boy in piano and violin, student at Momogaoka College of Music, piano department but he prefer to become a conductor. He came from musician family, lived in Europe until his parent divorced. He and his mother moved to Japan. He has a phobia by airplane.

They are neighbour, they became closer by accident when Chiaki got drunk in front of his apartment and Nodame got him in her apartment. Nodame always there near Chiaki wherever he goes and Chiaki named her as his parasite.

I love Nodame Cantabile's manga, anime and dorama, Love it full!!!

I think I'm going back to Japanese thingy right now..... OGENKI DESUKA, MINA SAN?
hiatus from korean for a while..... annyong higyeseyo!!

This is It

2009-11-01T23:46:00.002+07:00

This movie is all about behind the scene of his rehearsals before the London's concert. You can see how perfectionist he was, he selected his 11 dancers from around the world, sometimes he argued with music director or with Mr. Ortega, the director. He perfectly and geniuses created his final show.

Everybody in the theater claps their hand in the end of every songs. Cool!!!

And even some people said "Love you" after MJ said it to his team or dancers

It is just like you watch his concert live personally..... Awesome!!!

RIP MJ, thank you for everything, Love youuuuuuuuu!............... you're very inspiring, at least for me.

"You have to do it with passion, L.O.V.E" - MJ

Upin & Ipin

2009-10-01T00:45:00.014+07:00

Upin & Ipin is an animated series/movie from Malaysia. Upin & Ipin are twin brothers, they live with grandma (they call her OPAH) and big sister (they call her Kak Ros).

Upin is the eldest, he has small hair and big U on his T'shirt. He is the mastermind of what they had to do.

Ipin is the youngest of the two, has big I on his T'shirt, he has the habit to agree whatever everybody says by: betul, betul, betul (true3) or 3 same words and he likes chicken very much....:).

They have neighbour, Datuk Dalang and the kids always come to see him at his house.

Their close friends are Mei Mei, Fizi, Ehsan, Mail, Rajoo and Jarjit. They are so funny and hillarious, you have to watch them at TPI or on youtube.

This is the hilarious animated that I have ever seen, they are both so cute, simple and fresh.....hahaha.

Thanks De Ipin to introduce me to them and you're right, they are really great!!
Here is one of the youtube link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bJ7CeCX39oI&feature=PlayList&p=E19CB2C1173D6DFF&index=0&playnext=1

source: Upin & Ipin Official website, youtube credit to upinipinlcp

The Proposal

2009-08-24T11:33:00.005+07:00

My comment: I didn't know until I saw this movie that Ryan Reynolds is so damn hot....hahaha!! Ahh forget it.....

So, it's about everybody-hates-this-annoying-unmarried-boss Margaret Tate (Sandra Bullock) until she had to face deportation to Canada, and she quickly solved the problem by asked her assistant, Andrew Paxton (Ryan Reynolds) to marry her (I want him tooooo!).

But they have to visit Andrew's parent and granny in Sitka, Alaska. Margaret finally found out that Andrew's family is rich and owns many business there.

You have to watch this movie, so Sandra Bullock. I'd say romantic-comedy.... love to see the air of Alaska and the people there.

ZIZI

2009-08-23T22:52:00.007+07:00

Her name is Zivanna Letisha Siregar, Miss Universe 2009 contestant from Indonesia.

Until now, she got the highest polling among the girls. And that's make us proud of her.

She's the only Indonesian who got top polling and I believe she will get the Miss Congeniality. I hope so!!

Latest news: Miss Congeniality is Miss China and Miss Photogenic is Miss Thailand....

It's Ok!! Maybe next time.........

DENSUS 88

2009-08-08T04:01:00.004+07:00

For your information, Densus 88 is the Indonesian counter-terorism squad. Densus 88 = Detasement Khusus 88 (Special Detachement 88). Detachement 88 was formed after 2002 Bali bombing and Why 88? 88 is from the number of Australian fatalitites in the 2002 Bali bombing. (Wikipedia)

We are now waiting for Densus 88 to catcht the terorists in Beji, Temanggung Central Java.

We hope that the terorists will go from this country asap...... and also from this planet.

Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince

2009-07-14T10:34:00.003+07:00

Can't wait for tomorrow's premiere........
Yippiiiii

Tablo on Stanford Magazine

2009-07-11T12:28:00.006+07:00

As Stanford graduated (Bachelor in English literature and Master in English literature and Creative Writing), Tablo aka Daniel Armand Lee -rapper, songwriter, lyricist, novelist- is on Standford Magazine Juli/August edition.

After their www.mapthesoul.com website which is bilingual, I hope Epik High will be known worldwide.

Link: tablo on Stanford University magazine
source: K-popped & Seoulbeats

Daddy's Little Girl

2009-07-10T23:55:00.003+07:00

"Ever since I was born, daddy has been the best father you could ever imagine," she said, fighting back tears as relatives consoled her. "And I just want to say that I love him so much," - Paris Katherine Jackson.

I couldn't help my tears, I even barely wiped my tears. So sweet!! sweet words from little girl who lost her daddy. Her daddy must be a good father, especially to his children. And I know, He was.....

I remembered my father. I was around her age when He passed away.

Good Bless you Father and MJ!!
You'll be remembered and loved...

credit: cnn

MJ

2009-06-27T21:53:00.007+07:00

After checked my twitter, I read about his death. Oh My gosh!! What happen?? before I heard that he's planning to have 50th concert in England this August.

Despite of his controversies along his life, He's a nice person. You can't blame him of the problems. He had a bad childhood life and can't decide what he wanted and now became a lonely man. He was because of his past and his parents created his life, no choices. As a child he didn't have time to be as a child like others.
But his songs always give me courage. They are about life, humanity, friendships, etc. And you can see what his songs help people, I see a lot people love him from what I read, heard and see from the media.

He will be missed and remembered, of course!!
May God Hear what we feel about you and Rest In Peace, dear Jacko!!

[Korean BoyBands/Band/Duo]Their Great New Albums/Single

2009-06-05T16:40:00.028+07:00

After my hiatus, so here I got something for you. As I love Korean songs ... and of course their handsome singers, beautiful voices, beautiful faces, 'crazy' band and one genius person...kikikik, Here I will share some songs from their new albums & single that I love the most. Sorry there are songs that you better see via youtube, cos waiting uploading video here is killing meeeee......:

1. Decennium - Fly To The Sky
As I love their genre and of course Hwanee and Brian's voices so I love all their albums....:) Hands down. They may be disbanned but not in our heart, right? they will come back again in duo.....yoooooo!!

Restriction - Fly To The Sky. Youtube [Full MV]

2. Map The Soul - Epik High
I personally, thought that this MV is just like Linkin Park's... or just me. Yah, why not? their director is Mr Han, he's from Korea just the same as Epik.... ohhh my bad! it's just me of course. Love all the songs, they're genius... just check out!

3. Sorry Sorry - Super Junior
This album is great... love all of their songs!! Kyu's voice is amazing and also the dancing.... HyukJae!!

4. Stand By U - Tohoshinki
The song is great and of course their voices, although it's a 7 minutes song but it's really a good song .... This is their japanese single.

Stand By U - Tohoshinki. Youtube [Drama Version]

all vids credit to respective people who posting them in youtube
all photos credit as tag & their forums

Tablo's Pieces of You

2009-02-11T01:15:00.004+07:00

Finally, his english version was released. When his Korean langguage 1st edition was released, Books sold out 50.000 copies in a week and now in second edition. Isn't it amazing? yea of course. And I hope this english version will success as korean langguage or more than that.

I will no doubt for his success, as Stanford' graduated and Master in English literature, I know he can make a masterpiece. You can check his lyrics in all Epik High's songs, they're all amazings.....

That's why I love Epik High and of course Tablo even more.

Good Luck!!

Here I Go The FanGirl: Addendum Chapter - 1

2008-11-06T23:47:00.010+07:00

So, this is the additional chapter about FanGirl, have more fun......

1. Joe Cheng (Zhèng Yuánchàng)

This Taiwanese actor/model (his height is188cm btw) was born on June 19, 1982. I luv him in Itazunara Kiss (It Started with A Kiss) and its sequel - Taiwanese version. As I love this drama in Japanese version, I didn't too much interest in Taiwanese version but when one of my friend told me to give him a try ...(Hehehe) so now I love him more than Naoki in Japanese version: Takashi Kashiwabara.

His latest drama with Ariel Lin will be Love and Bread. I can't wait to watch this colabs again.

2. Tomohisa Yamashita (Yamapi)

Japanese singer/Actor is a leader of Japanese boyband: NEWS (one of Johnny's boyband). He was born in Chiba - Japan on 9 April 1985. The name Yamapi was given by his friend Hideaki Takizawa (Tacky) because he loves pink, Yama is from Yamashita and Pi is from pinky....^_^ he's so cute.

First saw him on Proposal Daisakusen and I still find his Kurosagi until now. I think sometimes he looks like Kimutaku..... or only me??

3. Yoo Ah In

This cute Korean actor was born on 16 October 1986. I'm really impressed by him in Strongest Chil Woo, his latest drama with Eric Moen. Actually I watched Chil Woo because of Eric, but now both of Eric and AhIn....^_^.

His movie are Shim's Family and Antique, can't find Antique (based on Japanese manga) right now maybe soon.

I'll give his pics in Chil Woo and Antique, you can see the difference of his character. In Chil Woo, he played as assassin and in Antique he played as cute guy.

Tablo Published His Pieces....

2008-10-22T20:37:00.007+07:00

For you who don't know who is this person, This is Tablo (Lee Sun Woong or Supreme T) - Pls search about him on http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tablo. He is the leader of Epik High - Korean HipHop band that I love the most.

As Stanford University graduated, now he published his book titled Your Pieces (Dangsinui Jogakdeul - in Korean). He wrote this short stories when he was in college year. Some stories: Strawberry feels forever, Rest, Mouse, The wall of our world, Matchbox, Coup De Grace, Hatred Crime, Victory’s glass, Andante.

I knew he has something and this is one of his masterpieces.
I'm proud of you Blo, I can't wait to read your book but please in english....^_^. Hope there will be english version.

[Korean Movie] HUMMING

2008-10-16T14:49:00.005+07:00

This is a sad movie but it's absolutely a great movie... for me.

Jun-seo is tired of the relationship he is in with Mi-yeon. But one day she is in an accident and falls into a coma. Then, unbelievably Mi-yeon visits him the next day just like any other ordinary day. He starts searching for other traces of Mi-yeon and realizes how much he loved her. Will he discover the love he has never realized, which has always existed close by him? (koreanmovie.com).

Han Ji Hye played as Mi Yeon, attractive girl with dangerous hobbies (some thoughts?) like diving, mountain climbing, etc.
Lee Chen Hee played Jun Seo, smart student who fell in love with Mi Yeon. After 5.5 yearsrelation with her, he felt tired of her and decided to join research in south pole to stay away from her. But before he go to south pole, Mi Yeon got accident at one night but she went to his place in the morning. Was it her spirit who came to him?

You will realize how much you love somebody until she/he isn't near you anymore.... agree??

Che is Alive........

2008-09-19T16:45:00.008+07:00

It's not he's still alive as a person now, but some of his thoughts are still alive at least in me and I believe some people in this world.

As Argentianian person he was a minister in Cuba and gave a speech in UN on behalf of Cuban.

He finished his degree as a doctor only 3 years....

Benecio Del Toro as Che in The Argentine

[Japanese Movie] TOUCH

2008-09-15T13:40:00.006+07:00

This movie based on Manga with the same title: TOUCH.

It's about twin brothers, Takuya and Kazuka Uesugi (Shota & Keita Saito) who have neighbour Minami Asakura (Masami Nagasawa). They all knew each other since they were born :). Both of twin brothers love Minami, but Kachan (Kazuya) had a chance because he was a school baseball player (pitcher) and Minami was one of their Baseball manager when Tatchan gave up baseball and became boxing player.

When they were kids, both twins promised Minami to take her to Koshien (stadium where national highschool baseball championshiop are held - wikipedia).

Unfortunetely Kachan killed when saved a child in accident. Tatchan finally the one who take Minami to Koshien....

Tatchan: " Okay, I'll take Minami to Koshien."

It's a MIRACLE

2008-08-18T03:31:00.006+07:00

From Saturday until now, not only miracle for me..... but happiness and joy because I can see my family and friends again and also can write again in this lovely blog.

I am glad that God gave my another chance to live in this beautiful world again, so I have to be a better person.

Thanks to all nice people who helped me... and of course GOD!!

Same Faces.... Faces Same...Whatever!!

2008-07-18T13:14:00.014+07:00

I have known that my three hottie men ( ^-^ ) are actually look alike. Agree?

Mark McGrath of Sugar Ray

Ethan Hawke

Josh Harnett

So it is.......

on Ethan Hawke:
Says that he is constantly mistaken for Mark McGrath from the band Sugar Ray so often that he signs autographs as Mark McGrath and, apparently, the same thing happens to Mark McGrath who, in turn, signs autographs as Ethan Hawke to fans. (source: Celebrity wonder).

Yeaa.. personally I think only Mark and Ethan are like twin. Josh will be like them when he grows old.....hehehe.

Mark is currently host the television entertainment show Extra.
Ethan's movie will be Tonight at Noon.
Josh will be at I Come with Rain and his latest movie is August.
(source: wikipedia)

Hamlet and August's posters.

coincidence??

Nice weekend everybody!!

My Friend and I

2008-07-16T09:30:00.004+07:00

She's like a long lost friend, eventhough we haven't meet frequently but we're still manage to keep in touch. I don't wanna met her so often, it doesn't mean I don't love her (you can blame me for this). To tell you the truth, It's because she's so sweet and nice.

She's the most favorite friend coz she's different, fun to be with and I just feel comfortable around her.

I shared my early first day this year with her.

Blueberry Cheese Cake, anyone?

Here I Go The Fangirl, Last Chapter

2008-07-11T14:48:00.029+07:00

I officially close this entry about fangirl, but if I change my mind I will open additional post.....tsk..tsk..tsk.

Now is about Korean Entertainer, of course there are many entertainers but from the first time I looked at him I just love him.....;) actually he's a singer, dancer, actor, MC etc but dunno I classify him as good and entertaining person. Because of his birthday so I honorably post my piece today.

13. KIM HEE CHUL (김희철)

He is a member of Super Junior (Korean Boyband - consist of 13 boys), people call him Hee Chul when his fans call him Heenim (which means honorable Hee). Born on July 10, 1983 He is the second older brother of the other 11 band mates.

He is very witty, talkative, very straightforward and funny. People around him consider him as a strange person, because of his bloodtype - AB....;). He can easily mingles with people and I can see that he is one of the famous boy in the band.

Before, his appearance was like a girl and that's why most people questions it, and he has close friends including outside his bandmates are all boys.

He has changed his look slowly and the extreme was when he decided to grow his beard like his close friend Mithra Jin of Epik High. His latest appearance is on the first picture above.

But he can be cute as sweetpie..

People doubt that he can sing, but I personally think that he has a rocker kind of voice and he suit in that genre. But I believe he will be good if he became an entertainer.....

Saengil Chukaheyo (생일 축하해요) Happy Birthday! Chullie...

SUPER JUNIOR

Here I Go The Fangirl, Chapter 3

2008-07-09T16:12:00.015+07:00

Today is all about movie actors, like I said before mostly from Korea & Japan. They're hotties of course...;)

8. TAKESHI KANESHIRO (Take)
From Taiwanese Mom and Japanese father, this 35 yo actor can speak Japanese, Mandarin, Cantonese and English. He owned his dramas and movies in Japanese, Cantonese (HK) and Mandarin. He just promoted his new movie: The Battle of Red Cliff (dir: John Woo, played with Tony Leung).

I love him in House of Flying Daggers and The Warlords, don't think Lavender is a good movie but his good chemistry with Kelly Chen covered it up and in Japanese drama, he played with Kyoko Fukada in Kamisama, mou sukoshi dake (God, Please Give Me More Time). He's good actor, don't mention hot and handsome.

9. HIDEAKI TAKIZAWA (Takki/Tackey)
Beside actor, he is also a member of Tackey and Tsubatsa - JPop duo. Born on March 29, 1982 but his look is toooooo cute than his age ^_^. He also wrote songs for his duo and other singers.

Very recommended dramas: Majo No Jouken (about teacher and student's love relationship, Nanako Matsushima as his teacher), Strawberry on The Shortcake (another love relationship but with his step father's daughter - Kyoko Fukada), Boku dake no Madonna (Played with Kyoko Hasegawa), Romeo and Juliet - movie. I still search for his drama with Kyoko Fukada - Kimi Ga Kureta Natsu.

10. BAE YONG JUN (Yonsama - for Japanese Fans/BYJ)
Ok, this time will be long....;) Yong Jun Oppa (oppa is brother in Korea, but only for girl to boy) was the first Korean actor that impress me. Born on August 2, 1972, his first drama debut was in 1994 and his latest drama is The Story of The First King's Four Gods (The Legend - 2007, that's why he has long hair ).

His hits drama are First Love (top rating in Korean drama...until now), Did We Really Love?, Hotelier, Winter Sonata and The Story of The First King's Four God (The Legend). But he became famous in Winter Sonata, not only in Korea but also other countries especially in Japan. Newsweek also notes that "Japanese women are taking up the study of Korean Language and history because of Bae"(wikipedia)...... surely including me...^___^

He also has his own talent agency: BOF (Border Of Forest) and other companies, and make him one of the rich bachelor in Korea. I learn alot from him...........one is hardwork..hardwork..hardwork!! (but too hard for me, oppa....V__V)

11. OH JI HO (Zio)
This hottie guy is born on April 14, 1976, beside actor he is also a model. I think he's one of the handsome man in Korea, despite his look which is different from other Korean.

His best drama is Couple or Trouble/Fantasy Couple) (with Han Ye Seul) and gave him Popularity Award and Best Couple Award with his co starring - Han Ye Seul. Recommended dramas are Super Rookie (with Eric and Han Ga In), Get Karl, Oh Soo Jung (with Uhm Jung Hwa), Single Dad In Love (with Heo Yi Jae and Kang Seong Yeong). His latest movie is My Wife is a Gangster 3 (with Su Qi).

12. TAKUYA KIMURA (Kimutaku)
For who love Japanese drama and movie, must be know this man, born on November 14, 1972 He also a member of SMAP - Jpop Band.

He became phenomenon when he played Toride Osama in Asunaro Hakusho (Ordinary People). His recommended dramas are Long Vacations (with Tomoko Yamaguchi), Love Generation (with Takako Matsu), Beautiful Life (with Takako Tokiwa), Hero (with Takako Matsu), Engine (with Koyuki) and Karei Noru Ichizoku (with Kyoko Hasegawa). He participated in Hongkong's movie, direct by Wong Kar Wai - 2046 with other famous casts as Tony Leung, Maggy Cheung, Gong Li, Zhang Zi Yi etc. and now his new movie will be I Come With The Rain with Josh Harnett, Lee Byung Hun (Korea) etc.

Okay, that is too long...
Too bad that this days I focus only in Korean dramas and movies but not now!!...
Mina san!! Ogenki Desu Ka??...

Moody Head

2008-07-07T09:20:00.006+07:00

My mood is drawning today, got headache on saturday and felt not so good on sunday.
one of my friend told me that she always listens to Linkin Park's songs in the morning to get a better mood.............................. and so do I.

Still lil headache but........

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit.....Tonight
(breaking the habit - LP)

Let me apologize to begin with,
Let me apologize for what I’m about to say,
But trying to be genuine was harder than it seemed,
But somehow I got caught up in between.

Between my pride and my promise,
Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way,
The things I want to say to you get lost before they come,
The only thing that’s worse than one is none.

And I cannot explain to you,
In anything I say or do or plan,
Fear is not afraid of you,
but guilt’s a language you can understand,
I cannot explain to you in anything I say or do,
But hope the actions speak the words they can.

The only thing that’s worse than one is none. (In Between - LP)

and am better now

Just a Thought....

2008-06-30T21:22:00.014+07:00

I always heard people said: I want to have someone who is better than me in everyway... could be education, look, financial, etc. I don't judge that, I couldn't see anybody who doesn't want that things.

Now how about 'beliefs'? ideally yes!
Our partner should be better than us, so we can learn from her/his..... ideally!!!
But my view is different:
It's fine if i find someone the opposite way, not because I am better.....but
Why don't we learn together or share it.

Finally, We Met The Girls......

2008-06-23T15:35:00.014+07:00

And finally we got our 00.15 show at Citos on Monday morning. Actually we decided to get 9.15pm but fully booked. We spent our 3 more hours in dept store, chit chat, resto and book store.

I told my friend that I had to watch Sex and The City on theatre because I already watched them on tv. Love to see the fashion, the brands, the atmosphere, the breeze of New York, the Friendship, The Relationship in a big screen...... so midnight was Ok.

As you may know, this is about the relationship between 4 women (even some call them "The GIRLS") from their 20s until 40s. They face the ups and down together: angry, rejected, happiness, cheated, marriage, babyborn, and most of all LOVE.

Many famous brands cover this movie: Apple, Merchedez, Gucci, Vivienne Westwood, Prada, Dior, Jimmy Choo etc..... and of course: Manolo Blahnik. But that's not the point, the point is How you cope with disappointment, feel lost, unhappiness and this all the movie is about (Sarah Jessica Parker).

Carrie had a problem with her relationship with Big - he left her on their wedding day....puiihhh!!, Apartmentless! because she already sold it.
Miranda and her relation with Steve. Sam with Smith..... I think the most settle from the four is Charlotte. I think I can tell from her style, the way she cope with friends, husband and children... she's lovely girl.

There's Jennifer Hudson, played Carrie's new assistant. Lovely girl who help Carrie to get her life on track again. And got her first Louis Vitton from Carrie... lucky girl!! Louise from St. Louis.

Basically, what I can learn from this movie is: Friends are always there for you.... no matter what

Kim Catrall: I think it is that friends is family. And you can’t pick your family, God knows (laugh), but you can pick your close friends.

You're...... next!

2008-06-18T16:29:00.005+07:00

I can wait patiently to this........
when?
Hope soon......
Madonna's Lourdes will join
really?
yep, I read this gossip somewhere

.......Miss You!

2008-06-17T21:15:00.008+07:00

Hi there!
How are you? Fine lah ya...

Cid, still remember me?
Yes, it's me who is always on my own but actually care person...;)

How's life out there? good? exciting?..... hope so!
Have you ever thinking about me? even once?...hehehe

Remember the old time, one late night when you’re in that big belly and suddenly you sat on my stomach and did ‘meow’ things. Like usual I didn’t realize what happen and finally I knew why you did that, in the morning when I saw you with those lovely kittens under my desk. You wanted me to help you deliver!! Fool me, like usual….

I don’t know why I always this mellow when I read about or look at cats. I blame myself for what happened to you and your kiddies, please forgive me! I don’t know what to say….

Be healthy and strong!
Pheri Bottoloa (see you again)

Love you….

[Movie Review: Hollywood] Love Story

2008-06-14T18:46:00.008+07:00

Actually this is an old movie (1970), but for me this movie is everlasting. Written by Erich Segal and it starred Ryan O'Neal and Ali MacGraw.

The story is about Oliver Barret IV (Ryan O'Neal) - Harvard graduated and came from wealthy family met Jennifer Cavelleri (Ali MacGraw) from Radcliffe College (majoring in music). The two felt in love and decided to establish their relationship by married, but unfortunetely Oliver's father didn't agree with the arrangement because of Jenny's circumstances (he only lived with her father) and she was not from rich family.

Then without his father's approval they finally married. Oliver worked as a junior lawyer while Jenny as a teacher. Along the way, they had a lovely life but finally she found out that she was ill. The sad thing that Jenny was dead and left all nice memories in Oliver.

nice quotes:
"What can you say about a twenty-five year old girl who died? That she was beautiful and brilliant. That she loved Mozart and Bach. The Beatles. And me." (Oliver Barrett)

"Love means never having to say you're sorry" (Jennifer Cavelleri)
(source: wikipedia)

The soundtrack: Love Story (by Andy Williams) is also is everlasting song.
Why do I begin
to tell the story of how great a love can be.....

If you listen to the song, I believe you can remember.

Here I Go The Fangirl, Chapter 2

2008-06-02T12:23:00.021+07:00

Haaiiii.....I am coming with another hot guys as I promised before, so here we go:

4. HWANHEE [Hwa ni]
Vocalist of Korean Duo: Fly To The Sky along with Brian, has a strong and powerful voice. I think he is "Korean no.1 voice" .....:) no kidding! You will know until you hear his voice.....
Lil shy and I think he can't express his feeling in public..(yes?).

5. ALEX
Member of Clazziquai, Korean fusion band. His voice is sweet and clear, I love his and Jisun song: Saranghae.... good voices and good song.

6. HYDE [Hai do]
Vocalist of L'Arc En Ciel (Japanese Rock Band), cool and macho man.... great voice and of course great band! I am into them back in my collage year (don't ask me when...hahaha). L'Arc En Ciel is Rock, Hyde is great.

7. MITHRA JIN
Mithra is my darling ;) he's one of rapper of Korean Hip Hop band Epik High (you can see their banner here). Has a clear and good voice, very good rapper..... "Korean no.1 rapper"....hahha mind me!!
As chubby as he is but he's funny and lovely.

Now, this chapter is all about singer (Gasu in Korea & Kashu/Singa in Japan). Again, although many gasu/kashu who are hot out there but the above are my selection guys.....

Now I give you one video that I love the most from Fly To The Sky.....
Pls enjoy Video of Fly To The Sky - Saranghae (I Love You)

[Movie Review: Korea] My Father

2008-05-30T14:23:00.021+07:00

The story is about a man who was adopted by American family and finally decided to find his family in Korea.
Starring Daniel Henney (he is half Korean & half American) as James Parker and Kim Yeong Choel as Hwang Nam Cheol (Father).

To find his family (birth father & mother), he joined military and sent to Korea. Finally he found his father who was in prison and waiting to death row (his mother is already pass away). As the langguage barrier, they hardly speak to each other thanks to his friend Yo Soeb (Kim In Kwon) as his translator. So James tried hard to learn hanguel (Korean langguage).

As James always visited his father in prison, and then he realize that something wrong with him and he felt that his father kept something from him. Finally he found out that he was not his b'irth father, he loves his mother and always found away to help her even when he found out that James' mother was pregnant. He asked her to leave away from bad people. His mother had a hard life as a bar/cafe's girl (dunno this is a suit words). To help her, his father killed one of them and got prison and then when he was in prison, James mother passed away. James was sent to orphanage until one American family adopted him .

"No matter what, I don't care if you are not my father.... I still love you!"
Very touchy movie, recommended!! Based on true story, the man behind this story is Aaron Bates. You gonna see Daniel's hot body & face entire minutes..hahaha!!

Finally found you

with his best translator

Handsome man ;)..spoiler

Here I Go The Fangirl, chapter 1

2008-05-28T14:50:00.037+07:00

Okay! Since I'm Korean *coughLOLcough* (I didn't mean I am Korean) and lil bit Japanese geek especially in dramas/movies and musics, so I must have a bunch of idols.... yeaa!! mostly men...of course ;)

Lemme give a little glimpse, why I love Korean & Japanese things. To tell the truth, I knew Japanese dorama & musics first and then Korean, all because of one simple access: our TV station. I love to hear Korean people speak, I dunno why I love Korea so much, sometimes I joke to a friend: maybe in my past life I lived in Korea as a bug.......hahahaha!!

So now, I'm addicted to both countries which I'm longing to visit..... still pray hard!

I have many hunky hottie men there.... but now I just want to show you off 1 boy, 1 woman and 1 anime character.

1. JO KYU HYUN
He's one of leading singers from 13 member of Super Junior (Korean boyband), the youngest in the group and the latest member. He won third place in Chin Chin Singing Competition 2005 and then join the band in 2006.
He surely has a beautiful and strong voice, that's why I love him..... of course beside his boyish look..:)

Uri dongseng, Prince Kyu

2. SONG HYE KYO

She's one of the beautiful actress in Korea, not having booboo and hoohoo life.... very quiet. Sophisticated and decent girl. Now she is jumping into international role, after Indie movie "Fetish" She will be in John Woo's movie: "1949" and upcoming drama "The World They Live In".
She's the only woman in my list, cos I'm too picky and only selected people interest me.....hehehehe

The Beauty Kyo

3. KYO SOMA
He is anime/manga character from Fruit Basket. He's one of the animal (cat) from Chinese zodiac but rat tricked him not coming to the feast so he was kicked from animal zodiac...anyway like other animal characters, he will transform into cat if girl/woman hugged him......*I wish I can hug him...:)

Very bad tempered & rude person but inside he's very kind and romantic...* I guess?
Maybe I like him because of the cat?...dunno, or maybe because of the character...

Sensitive guy, Kyo

I put down the three of them here cos their names almost have the same pronunciation.............hahaha screw me!!

anyways, pls wait for another chapters with hottie men!!!

[Movie Review: Japanese] Sukida aka I Love You

2008-05-19T09:39:00.017+07:00

I grabbed this movie because there's Aoi Miyazaki, she's one of my fav. Japanese actress. This is about the 'unspoken love", the two main characters hardly say "I love You" in words.

The movie was start when Yu (Aoi) always saw Yosuke (Eita) at floodgate bank, He were always there after school to make a music by his guitar and dreamed about having music as his life. Because Yosuke always played the part of the song and Yu always sang it at home that made her sister also sang it. Yu had a crush on Yosuke but unfortunately she found that Yosuke always asked about her sister (who was lost his boyfriend and she was in deep mourning). So she encouraged her to met Yosuke, after meet him she seemed very happy and that made Yu decided to leave her sister to Yosuke.

The tragedy came after her sister was hit by a car when she went to meet Yosuke. and that made Yu was sad, but Yosuke said " Don't blame yourself, Yu" (I think that's very nice of him).
After that accident, Yu never came to floodgate (apparently Yosuke were always waiting for her).

After 17 years, Yosuke (Hidetoshi Nishijima - played Junichiro in Ordinary People!! my favorite Japanese drama ever....hehehe) worked as sound technician and gave up playing guitar. He never met Yu though, until he met drunk woman on the street and saw somebody will took her wallet and he tried not to abandon somebody (like he said, like he did before). When he spoke to the woman he seemed jump to his past and remember all about his life with Yu.

He met Yu (Hiromi Nagasaku) accidentally, Yu was came for amateur guitarist audition at his company. He recognize her because she played his compose song. As had a night talk about past and new life, they know that they still love each other but still hardly to say. Yu decided to let it go but Yosuke finally found her. He wanted to use this second chance to express his feeling to Yu, so he wanted to see her and made his promise to sing his full song to her but he was stabbed by the robber. When he collapsed, he said " why" and cried. Afraid to loose his chance. Yu was still waiting and after long time she knew that Yosuke was at the hospital and finally she could say "I Love You" (Sukida) to him and he said me too.

The movie is slow and the characters hardly speaking but you can only see their gestures and acts. Mostly afternoon or night and make this movie seems really sad or dark.

Some said that Yosuke had a crush on her sister but for me it wasn't crush, maybe he just feel empathy for her after lost her boyfriend (but Yu thought that Yosuke loved her sister, maybe for me "little attention"...hehehe spoiled alert!).

I think this is a good movie but if you don't like slow and sad movie, this is not your choice but why don't you try?

To Understand You

2008-02-11T13:55:00.003+07:00

One thing for sure that I can’t easily understand what people want and feel, not sensitive?? Yes, maybe.

I wanna give you difficult question: What will you do when someone (your bestfriend) refuses to talk to you and you don’t know what you did that makes her/him angry? If you asked her/him, he/she just answers: nothing!!...Arrrrgggggghhhhhh.

Not difficult nah??

Jay Chou in Kungfu Dunk

2008-02-10T18:24:00.001+07:00

For Mandarin lovers, you might know Jay... as a talented person he can do anything in entertainment industry, say as a singer, a composer, pianist, producer, actor..you name it.

For me, I know him as a singer and now as an actor. I can remember his movies: Curse of the Golden Flower, secret and initial D.

And as much as I concern, he hardly smile!!...straight face..."jutek" in bahasa. But after I watched his Kungfu Dunk movie, actually he can do comedy but in 'jutek' way....huahahahha!!

Go Jay!!....

Wasting Your Time

2008-02-10T17:53:00.001+07:00

I don't know exactly the meaning when people said "you're just wasting your time" thing.

I believe what we did and we're doing useful things in our own good. Maybe people don't see what we see that's why they can judge easily.

I hate when people just throw their respectful words like they know everything, not try to be in our shoes. It's not that I'm trying to say that I'm doing best thing but I don't waste my time. Just leave me alone and just do what you should do, don't even bother me. I know what I am doing......

DE Ja VU

2008-02-04T10:34:00.000+07:00

Knowing her as if i'm seeing my reflection, not physically but others sides.

Sometimes she talked what I was thinking of and I talked what she was thinking of or sometimes we spoke the same language or sentences.

I'm thinking, is it possible that we have one person now in present that resemble us in the past?

I'm happy that I have sisters now regardless I don't have any, but having one person that remind me of myself in the past, make me happier than ever.

Love you Sista!!

[Movie Review] The Warlords

2008-01-16T15:12:00.000+07:00

I've been waiting for almost 3 weeks to see the movie, finally I got my chance. Three hunky hotties made me curious and I was so excited when the news came up.

The film is set in the 1860s, during the Taiping Rebellion in the late Qing Dynasty in China. The story, based on an unresolved crime in 1870, tells of three sworn brothers (played by Andy Lau, Jet Li and Takeshi Kaneshiro) who are forced to turn against one another due to the harsh realities of war and political intrigue. Minor plot of a love triangle between Andy Lau & Jet Li over a beautiful woman (Xu Jinglei). (Source: wikipedia).

The story is about the intrique, politics, conflict, personal interest, trust, pride, dillema, loyality and all. Pang Qing Yun (Jet Li) as ex General who lost his men after the battle and accidently met Jiang Wu Yang (Takeshi Kaneshiro), Jiang and Zhao Er Hu (Andy Lau) - the Big Brother were bandits with many people behind them. At last the Three made a promise that they were brothers, together to conquer Nanjing from Taiping until death do them apart......because of politics and intrique....and missunderstanding! The love triangle was also included between Pang and Zhao over Lian.

My Secret's List

2008-01-11T17:10:00.001+07:00

Secret of The Secret

2008-01-11T16:17:00.000+07:00

Yesterday, my friends and I watched The Secret (dvd version) by Rhonda Byrne. after watched the movie, we decided to make list - what do we want? what do I want?...

Here is my list (in random):
- nice home (warmth and cozy)
- homeworking (with kids around)
- master in Korean langguage and all about Korea
- Iphone
- Grand Cherokee
- Snow in Korea and Big Ben
- Japan
- etc

I will come with another list...
NO DOUBT!!.... as long as we're sure that we can do it and the universe will do it for you...

[Movie Review] REALITY BITES

2008-01-08T10:05:00.000+07:00

This is an old movie, I watched it long time ago on vcd and finally I got the dvd.

It's a 1994 movie starring Ethan Hawke, Winona Ryder, Ben Stiller (also a director), Janeane Garofalo and Steve Zahn. About 4 friends also roomates who still tried to struggle their life, after graduated they had to find what life was better for them, Lelaina (Winona) worked on TV station later as a film documentor, Troy (Ethan) was an idealist one - always lost his jobs because of his idealism and as a singer by night (member of a grunge band), Vickie (Janeane) was promoted to be an assistant manager at GAP who feared of AIDS because her one-night stand's life, and Sammy (Steve) was a gay who still afraid to tell his family about his sexual life. Ben Stiller played Micheal - an executive in one of the companya (Media-TV company).

It's all about the life of the youngsters: the conflict, the love, the relationship & frienship, forgiveness, afraid, anger and all in one packet. They all came with the messages that life is not easy, if you get through it together and follow your heart your life will be easier to handle..

Troy had a long time crush on Lelaina and also she on him but they always had an arguement and Troy hated commitment, she found him as irresponsible and lazy slob. And after Micheal was coming to her life, the air was change and Troy who always deny what he felt, suddenly he felt lost and finally he tried to get what he want to have in this life.

This is a happy ending movie, which is I love the most. You can see Renee Zellweger as her film debut, Ethan Hawke's voice (he can sing...great!), Lisa Loeb-Stay, Big Mountain-Baby, I Love your Way, etc....

Memorable Quotes:
Lelaina Pierce: I was really going to be somebody by the time I was 23.
Troy Dyer: Honey, all you have to be by the time you're 23, is yourself.
Lelaina Pierce: I don't know who that is anymore.
Troy Dyer: I do. And we all love her. I love her. She breaks my heart again and again. But I love her.

Lelaina Pierce: I'd like to somehow make a difference in peoples' lives.
Troy Dyer: And I... I would like to buy them all a Coke.
Lelaina Pierce: And you wonder why we never got involved?
Troy Dyer: I am not under any orders to make the world a better place.

Vickie Miner: You don't understand, every day, all day, it's all that I think about, OK? Every time I sneeze, it's like I'm four sneezes away from the hospice. And it's like it's not even happening to me, it's like I'm watching it on some crappy show like Melrose Place or some shit right, and I'm the new character, I'm the HIV AIDS character and I live in the building and I teach everybody that 'It's OK to be near me, it's OK to talk to me.' And then I die. And there's everybody at my funeral wearing halter tops or chokers or some shit like that.
Lelaina: Vickie stop, OK? Just stop. You're freaking out. And you know what? You're gonna have to deal with the results, whatever they are, we're gonna have to deal with them just like we've dealt with everything else.
Vickie Miner: This isn't like everything else.
Lelaina: I know that, alright? But it's gonna be OK, you know? I know it's gonna be OK. Melrose Place is a really good show.

source: quotes from imdb

Rain In Indonesia

2008-01-07T15:57:00.001+07:00

Yesssss.....He's here, I can't believe it he's here...defenitely here!!

Yesterday was the premiere New Clear TV campaign in Indonesia and do you know who the talent is?? yep, you're right....He's Rain aka Bi aka Jung Ji Hoon, the actor and the singer. We're very excited about the CF, 1 minutes.....hahaha!! Cool...

You can also see him on Billboards, that huge Billboards makes me ...eeehmmm, he's here!! even not physically but that's fine. Even Indonesia is the last country with Rain-Clear CF but it's OK.....we're fine and happy!!

Thanks to Unilever team - Hair Dept esp. JK, Kemet and others, who gave us the information and we're still waiting for another....hahaha!

Fighting!! hope the sales trend will grow up after this commercial...

Another Year

2008-01-07T15:35:00.000+07:00

Don't wanna to be a pessimistic, but....God!! another year has come and I haven't done anything yet. New Year 2007 seems like yesterday but today is already 7th January 2008.

I will not come with the resolutions, just a simple hope that I will do a better things than last year....

Fighting!!

Pathetic Fan

2007-09-14T07:55:00.000+07:00

Yesterday our lovely forum was visited by someone, say 'guest' who told at shoutbox bad things about us the members. She -I believe that she is - said that we waste our time and have daydreaming about the couple. Forgot to tell that our forum is forum about two famous Korean actor and actress that we believe that they will be true couple in reality. This is the new word, she said that we are brainless, asked us to get a real life...Uhhh!! who she is anyway?? that psycho doesn't know what should do.

What did she intention to? if she doesn't like us just leave and go.... that is a simple action, right?
Maybe she wanted to get attention from our non-Indo friends, coz she spoke in English so we thought that she was from outside then we found out that she was from Indonesia - Jakarta...Phhuuiiihh.
We have rights to express our feelings, idea and happiness.........

Pls visit: http://z4.invisionfree.com/bikyoindonesia/index.php?act=idx

Ellie Hart Goes To Work

2007-07-23T09:53:00.000+07:00

This is one of the best novel that I ever read. It's Ellie Hart Si Super Sibuk in Bahasa, don't know why they called it Si Super Sibuk, anyway....

It's not just light but also understandable, it's about 28 years single girl named Ellie Hart who has a good career but very disorganized. Luckily that she has a good friend, Wrigley - the chef. He always helps her on her messy life. And there is one Mr. Fairchild, who was a person that Ellie always met mostly on her dreams. This Mr. Fairchild was also help Ellie went through her life.

Very recommended for young women, who still struggle in her life and also have a busy works.

Ellie Hart’s tale – the perfect pick-me-up for all busy working girls! (source: http://elliehartgoestowork.com).
"The perfect self-help guide for busy working women". (Daily Mirror)
"Stressed out? Problems with your career? Relationships problems, too?Then you'll love this book! A great read." (Best Magazine)

Insight

2007-07-21T02:00:00.000+07:00

Learning from Yong Jun Oppa:

From the most boring movie you can find something good in it, view it with your heart.

I didn't agree for the first place, how you can find something in boring or bad movie? Have seen very boring movie in my life, it was in Jifest even i forgot the title. It was French movie, I think...
The actors and actress seldom talked, they were just walking, standing and sitting. I didn't know what I could get something from it. I looked at my friends who sat next to me, and we suddenly bursted in laugh...ha..ha..ha.
It must be something wrong with the movie, or it was beyond our intelect. At least learning from it that we have to see first the synopsis before watch it.

Thanks Oppa...
Maybe I'm not smart enough to get what you have thought me

Here We are Now

2007-07-21T01:37:00.001+07:00

You shouldn't gimme that look
Am no different.
I think…..
We are not in the same view now
That's all

It's A Beautiful Day

2007-07-14T10:53:00.000+07:00

Enjoy your life whatever they have said.
Don't those words ruin your day.
Keep away from nonsence.

Just Fly........

Jump higher to the sun.
Cos....

It's A beautiful day

Don't let it go away

inspired by 'Beautiful Day' - U2

Mourning To Harry

2007-07-12T12:10:00.000+07:00

How do you feel if the only person and the only family that you've got, left you forever? That happened to Harry Potter, his godfather – Sirius Black was death. If you have read Harry Potter – Order of The Phoenix or have seen the movie, you know what I'm talking about.

For me, this is the sad time of Harpot but not too shallow. I couldn't help to have a teary eyes when Sirius was death, when his own cousin Bellatrix gave him an Aveda kadavara spell. I don't know how to feel if someone who loves and cares for you death in front of your eyes and you can't do anything.

Well, overall the movie is good like before! Plus Harry who was doing a great job! ho..ho.. sorry Daniel not Harry!! Daniel is sexier than when he was in Goblet of Fire. Working out lately, Mr. Radcliffe??

First, I thought there's something lovey dovey between Harry and Ginny, but I forgot it should be in Half Blood Prince not this time. I love to see Harry with Ginny instead with Cho, why? Because I don't see the chemistry between him and Cho, she just his first love who never forgive herself confusing between Cedric's death and her love to Harry… ahh pusing!

But if you asked me to choose between book and movie, I'll go to book because there are things that you can't see in movie. The feeling and passion of the characters and storyline made you feel that you're always beside Harry wherever he was. His every steps and moves which made you wait for his next actions.

After what we've been trough, tried to get a 18.45hrs tickets in 3 theaters (Setiabudi Building, Planet Hollywood and Plaza Semanggi) with no luck and finally seen a 21.20 hours in Plaza Semanggi was worth it.
And if anyone asked me to join them see this movie again, I would be honor to go.

Salute to Mrs. Rowling for her high imagination and this entertaining movie, waiting for next work: Half Blood Prince.

This Is Me

2007-07-11T00:54:00.000+07:00

People around me may think that I'm a weirdo, no not a weirdo (gosh! It's too harsh to judge a lovely girl) I think maybe unique is a suitable word for me.

A friend said that I'm always on my own, some said that I know what I'm doing or a good friend of mine said that I'm smart (Hellooo!! Mel, are you kidding me? Are you with me? Remember Anthropology's tragedy?).

Yes, I always do whatever I want to do and sometimes against what people think. They always said "have you think it first? or are you sure you will not regret it? or why did you do that? I don't understand".
Sorry to tell you all, I have no regret, I hope not. I only regret why I didn't study harder back in school, maybe If I tried harder I will be a better person now…. anyway!

One example when I said to friends that I took Korean language, and most of them laughed at me and if they didn't laugh they said " why". Why Korea? not other language which is cool, like French or Deutsch?

Yea... maybe I always do what seldom girl will do. When I said I try to read Mien Kampf (which I haven't finish it), they said I shouldn't read it and I just try to show off or read Islamic book from non-Moslem's authors, they said you should read it from a Moslem author – it's an Islamic book. Things like that, but seriously I don't care what they think or talk about me. This is me, the monster that life has created.

I like to break a rule, yes..... to do different things, yes.....but I always tried to be responsible for whatever I did. The most important thing is I try not to cross the line, that's what I believe.

So, will you take it or live it??
This is me, anyway……

Idealism In You

2007-07-09T09:46:00.000+07:00

Just saw Leo Tolstoy's Biography on TV last sunday. I didn't know him though, until one day when I was in bookstore, I found one interesting book which was Anna Karenina. And from this famous book, I knew Mr. Tolstoy, the greatest author.

I just found that his life interest me, it's his passion to help others.
Born in Rusia in 1800sh, known as 'Second Tzar of Rusia', even he inspired Mahatma Gandhi for his humanity.
From his family, he inherited a fortune. As a count and from his wealth, he could help people around him. He choosed to live in his mansion in suburban area with his people who helped him.

Even as a greatest novelist thinker, he wasn't happy around his family. Married to Sofya, 18yrs girl when he was around 35yrs. He wanted a tradional marriage, which wife has to stay at home looking after husband and kids. So his wife felt depress cos she born from modern family, rutinity made her boring.

He wanted to have his own life and until his death he still seached for secret human happiness.

I believe everybody has their idealism, but each have different perceptions. I really admire Mr. Tolstoy for his humanity and his work, but the most important thing is I admire his idealism. Searching for what he wanted to be: Human Happiness which I haven't find it myself. So lets search for it now....

Beautiful

2007-07-05T20:25:00.000+07:00

"I am not beautiful enough to get his attention" said my friend, the other day when we met after not see each other for a while. Just came up to mind and I didn't know what to say to her. She's fair enough to me, not as beautiful as Shania Twain or Song Hye Kyo tough! but she's okay lah.

Then I said, " I don't think beautiful is the reason why he ignored you, maybe something else which I don't know".

Do you think that beautiful is the first thing that men look on us??
I think it's true that men will see the appearance first BUT not every men....
But it's Ok, they will realize that beautiful is not everything. Sometimes with how you connect each other and having good communication, they will see that you're beautiful not just on face.

So don't afraid, my friend!! everybody has their uniqueness and that's the beautiful thing that someone see in you.

Just wanna share Christina Aguilera's song, Beautiful:
I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
So don't you bring me down today

See Things From Different Angles

2007-07-04T21:10:00.000+07:00

Now, I try to look anything differently. Not the way that I used to but have to hear to people's opinions, especially from my best friends.

When anything turned bad or wrong, I usually tried to make it right or pushed it right. I didn't try to see it from different angles, try to understand that everything does not has to be perfect and right. Sometimes bad or wrong is good if you can except and learn from it.
"Sometimes problem is not a problem until you can solve it".

Quote from i don't remember the name:
If you want to change something, change it!!
If you can't change it, change the way you think about it

Blue Monday

2007-07-02T19:38:00.000+07:00

Today is not a good day for me and some of my friends.
For me, I was not feeling good since last night when I found out that JiHoon concert was cancelled in LA.

Am I too overreact?? too sensitive?? I don't think so.....
I just felt that i have my empathy to him
He.... who is trying to be known in US, try to spread his wings to other continent....America!!!
Look what they have done to him, refer to his management, promotors - local and Korean.......
His concert was cancelled 2 hours before performance!! This is insane!!!

Why cancelled?
They said that the stage equipment didn't suit US Fire Department standards.........
Where the hell are the people from local promotor??? they should know about this? cos they're American, for God shake!!!

I feel sad, especially have heard that he asked permission to sing one song to his fans but they didn't allow him to.
Poor you JiHoon!!
Good Bless you and be strong......

Move On

2007-06-29T13:34:00.001+07:00

I think I'm still standing still on where I've been before, it's hard to move my feet to walk. My brain ordered them to walk but no movement at all. It's sad... really sad.

But after I listened to Ji Hoon's song, I feel better now (for those who don't know who JiHoon is, He's name is Jung Ji Hoon, Korean singer but he's famous as Bi or Rain - still don't know? you should buy his album...Songs are healer, at least for me).

Anyway, I have to move on, even how hard i'll try... i have to
Thanks God I have best friends to cheer me up, to stand by me, to give me hope, to give their words - even for silly joke....

I wanna walk.... move!!
Aja! Aja! Fighting!!