This Is Me

People around me may think that I'm a weirdo, no not a weirdo (gosh! It's too harsh to judge a lovely girl) I think maybe unique is a suitable word for me.

A friend said that I'm always on my own, some said that I know what I'm doing or a good friend of mine said that I'm smart (Hellooo!! Mel, are you kidding me? Are you with me? Remember Anthropology's tragedy?).

Yes, I always do whatever I want to do and sometimes against what people think. They always said "have you think it first? or are you sure you will not regret it? or why did you do that? I don't understand".
Sorry to tell you all, I have no regret, I hope not. I only regret why I didn't study harder back in school, maybe If I tried harder I will be a better person now…. anyway!

One example when I said to friends that I took Korean language, and most of them laughed at me and if they didn't laugh they said " why". Why Korea? not other language which is cool, like French or Deutsch?

Yea... maybe I always do what seldom girl will do. When I said I try to read Mien Kampf (which I haven't finish it), they said I shouldn't read it and I just try to show off or read Islamic book from non-Moslem's authors, they said you should read it from a Moslem author – it's an Islamic book. Things like that, but seriously I don't care what they think or talk about me. This is me, the monster that life has created.

I like to break a rule, yes..... to do different things, yes.....but I always tried to be responsible for whatever I did. The most important thing is I try not to cross the line, that's what I believe.

So, will you take it or live it??
This is me, anyway……